Entry #56: I Feel Lost (Quiet Thoughts)

I feel lost, like I am drifting endlessly. I want to reach out but I don't know how. Night after night, I sit alone in the dark. I'm following through with the motions. I don't have any deep connections. I wonder if the connections that I do have, are even that deep, when in reality, I am most likely alone. I think I am alone. I feel alone. A part of me longs for such a connection, but another part of me might prefer it this way.