I can't have anything. It takes everything from me. It robs me of myself. It feeds on my suffering. It is my everlasting companion. The one true thing to never leave my side. My affliction remains constant. My body is but a vessel to a beast never satiated. I truly am a corpse, caught between the world of the living and the damned. Forever stuck and destined to exist but not live, forever to suffer with no end. I've become a ghoul, something undead.